and i have been up since 6, i have had 1 meal and a chewy bar, dealt with tantrums, breast feed through nap time, cleaned the kitchen, and fed the girls and attempted to put them to bed until they got out of there room and ripped out all the blinds pushed out there screen and threw all there toys and blinds out the window.

hubby got me a breast pump and shield, she latches on to the left boob just fine but not the right, so i pump the right boob and try to bottle feed, she wont have anything to do with the bottle.

so now i have to wait for my milk to come back in before the next feeding.

im exhausted, and moody this sucks balls right now. Im hoping the days will get better today was my first day alone and it sucked royally. 

BB - I actually ended up only feeding Em off of one breast. We had some MAJOR issues in the beginning and she just would not latch/feed off of one. We only had to supplement with formula the last couple of months. 

My son preferred one side too, the other one was just a pain in my butt and never worked right. I kept trying though and eventually he got the hang of it.. after a few months lol. Now he thinks nipples are funny and tries to pull my shirt off so he can laugh at my boobs.. oh 18 month olds. He loves to push the blinds and screen out too! He did it one time and fell out the window! 

ughhh HUGS! That's all I have to say

Yep... in a few years all the girls will be bigger and you'll miss the craziness :) Time flies! 

OMG did you have the new baby already? You are alone with 3 little ones??? 

Everyone has bad days. Just take a long bath and relax a little when you find the time girly!! 

Wow girl hope you have a better day HUGS!!! 

Everyone has bad days. Just take a long bath and relax a little when you find the time girly!! 

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I'm sorry your having a hard time with the breatfeeding and everything. Is the nipple shield helping at all?? Things will get easier once you all can get into a good routine. Just hang in there..